| Hey all! Today was really a shitty day. Amy and me were supposed to hang out but once again i am last on her list as usual. I love her so much and she says she loves me but she has a really weird way of showing it. She said she was coming at 7 but then she called and said she wasnt coming. It hurt me really bad. I dont know what to do. I love her so much but sometimes i wish i never met her so that i couldnt be this hurt. Then she wanted to hang out tomorrow and i lied and told her i was busy b/c i was afraid she would do the same thing as today. I dont know if i should call her and talk to her or just say fuck it. But thats my life for ya i guess. Oh well. Shit Happens as usual.
The only thing i look foward to know a days is my brother coming home from college for christmas. I miss him and he is like to only family i have left. Plus my grandma moved in with my aunt and i am sad for her b/c i know that my grandma tries so hard and she never gets anything good. I wish i could just have all the money in the world to buy her a house and everything she ever dreamed of. But enough of me bitching i think i am just gonna go to bed and sleep for a couple of days.
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